Celoteh Eqka: March 2012

Tuesday 27 March 2012

happy birthday to you!

hari ni borthday si sayang . . sebenarnya si ex baa . . hahahah . . apy birthday sayang . . hope kau matang and jangan lupa aku yaa? kunun dia nda maw adiah . . tp dia ckp dia maw minta suap sama aku nanti tiga kali . . yang susahnya di ruma aku baa . . adeiiii . . aku no hal . . pikir seja dia yang pemalu . . hahahahahah . .love you laa baa . . aku rasa teda siapa yang boleh replace tmpt kau oh . . aku realize suda skrg yang sama siapa pun aku couple, aku tetap akan balik sama dia juga . . nda taw pula napa kan? sot baa aku ni . . aku rasa dia orang yang paling manja and sweet yang pernah aku jumpa . .

biodata dia :_
*Razak
*20 years

* 27.march.1992

*kampung melati, beaufort

*manja, sweet, pemalu law depan orang, dia manja law teda org , tapi law ada orang control macho laa dia tu , hensem, macho laa kunun, sllu nda jujur, cepat sayang sama orang

*aku still syg sama dia

by hand:

eqka

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

18.03.2012<< break-up with him

Bobz vinci's name is Alvin Alan . . i just wrote about him before this post . . ALVIN . . i dont understand why should he send me relationship request while he doesnt love me . . i cant understand that . .but! why you should go while i am in love with you dear? im very hurt! you said that Azhar is 'useless' . . but you are same like him . . you break someone's heart that had gave you 100% hope . . why should i to accept this? am i did something wrong? shit man! i really love him . . T_T Alvin said that he have to let me go because we are having unblessed love . . his sister dont want to bless out relationship . . so what??!!!we're not married yet! we're just couple and i just wanna feel like appreciated by someone that had took my heart . . but why only for three days ? im so fade-up with this! i thought no one will be my husband later . . i really really hurt just now . . and now Alvin, i just want you to know that im hurtt! damn it!

by hand:

eqka

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

15.03.2012<< all about him

the story begin . . i make a post in my fb . . i said 'hurt' . . my cuzzie, myra tazrina ask me 'why?' . . i told her to read my new entry in my blog to let she know what my problem is . . few minutes later, someone named Bobz Vinci ask me why am i hurt? i also told him to look out in my blog . . but, he feel indolent to look out in my blog. . but he really wanna know why am i hurt? i told him to give me some messages in my inbox because many of sensitivity in a post because everyone can read it . . therefore, he inbox me and ask me about it . . i told him everything about Azhar had hurt me that night . . many things he ask me . . i just can answer it honestly . . suddenly, he wanted me to cancel my pending relationship request . . initially, i dont understand. but i read his msg twice . . once i knew what he do means, quickly i turn on my desktop because online with hp cannot change our info in fb . .therefore, i online through the desktop and change my status as SINGLE . . he said thanks to me . . suddenly, i saw one request . . i check it out . . i saw he had sent me relationship request . . i just accept it . . but the bad thing is he dont want anyone knows about us . . sadly right?i dont know why should he said like that to me . . . but i try to understand . . NVM, and now im in a process to love him even he doesntlove me anymore . . we couple unconditionally . .

by hand :

eqka

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

Thursday 15 March 2012

nanges :((

saya nangis smlm.. :face59:

si azhar ada sms aku .. aku igt dia maw tnya kabar or maw ckp rindu sma aku . . tp dia cuma antar "..." aku bls dgn "???".. dia nda bls lg . . aku mara laa dia . . aku ckp "jgn laa sms aku untuk sakitkan hati aku ja" aku sakit hati btul baa sma dia . . dia suda janji yang lepas dia break sma si zulaiqha, dia maw kapel ma aku . . aku tunggu dia macam bodoh . . sampai aku nda tahan sangat aku cek fb dia . . dia suda ada gf nama SUE . . aku nangis seja bila igt psl dia . . dia lyn aku baik . . sweet . . knp baa kau buat aku bgni? aku memang bodoh laa kenal dengan kau .. knp baa kau minta number aku dlu sedgkan kau suda ada gf? huh!!! aku suda tekad akan dendam and nda akan pena mafkan kau, kuarga kau, si SUE and sluruh kturunan kau sampai aku mati . . kau igt tu ah MUHAMMAD AZHAR AZIZI !!i swear that i wont forgive you . . sweet bila kau ckp "jgn nangis" smlm . . np kau nda suru aku nangis maka maka kau yang maw aku bgni . . kau yang maw aku nangis kan??? kau yang maw sakit hati kan??? best kan trick aku?? best kan game ni?? fcuk!!! never forgive you mr. Shit!! damn it!!!

by hand : eqka

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

Tuesday 13 March 2012

wafiy ~~

i received 1 msg from unknown number yesterday . . he asking me for be his frend. . i ask for his name but he dont want to let me know . .then, i force him and finally he tell me his name :h:

. . he was WAFIY! my brother's friend :r:

. . hahaha . . my cuzzie EXboyfiee . . my god . . can believe . . i ask him where he got my number from? but he dont wanna le me know .. he lie me . . but finally he tell me he got my number from his friend JIRUL . . i appreciate his honest . . :131:

haha . . last night he had told me his secret .. i promised him to do not share his secret with others. . so pity of him acctually . . he was kind,, sweet,,naughty,, and annoying . . haha . . but one thing i dislike about him is he is not honest person . . but its okey . . he is not my boyfriend . . he just my friend . . nice to know you wafiy . . thanks for being my friend yaa?? ngeeeee^^ :132:

i hope you will stop doing STUPID yaa?? pleaseee

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

Sunday 11 March 2012

im waiting you outside the lines

lagu untuk si MUHAMMAD AZHAR AZIZI<

GREYSON CHANCE_WAITING OUTSIDE THE LINES

You’ll Never Enjoy Your Life,
Livin' Inside The Box
You’re So Afraid Of Taking Chances,
How You Gonna Reach The Top?

Rules And Regulations,
Force You To Play It Safe
Get Rid Of All The Hesitation,
It’s Time For You To Seize The Day

Instead Of Just Sitting Around
And Looking Down On Tomorrow
You Gotta Let Your Feet Off The Ground,
The Time Is Now

I’m Waiting, Waiting, Just Waiting,
I’m Waiting, Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines

Try To Have No Regrets
Even If It’s Just Tonight
How You Gonna Walk Ahead
If You Keep Living Blind

Stuck In The Same Position,
You Deserve So Much More
There’s A Whole World Around Us,
Just Waiting To Be Explored

Instead Of Just Sitting Around
And Looking Down On Tomorrow
You Gotta Let Your Feet Off The Ground,
The Time Is Now, Just Let It Go

Don't Wanna Have To Force You To Smile
I’m Here To Help You Notice The Rainbow
Cause I Know,
What’s In You Is Out There

I’m Waiting, Waiting, Just Waiting,
I’m Waiting, Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines

I’m Trying To Be Patient (I’m Trying To Be Patient)
The First Step Is The Hardest (hardest)
I Know You Can Make It,
Go Ahead And Take It

I’m Waiting, Waiting, Just Waiting I’m Waiting
I’m Waiting, Waiting, Just Waiting
I’m Waiting, Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines
Waiting Outside The Lines

You’ll Never Enjoy Your Life
Living Inside The Box
You’re So Afraid Of Taking Chances,
How You Gonna Reach The Top?

p/s; azhar,, you should read this

thaxx for reading. .muahx aww~!

mau jumpa si ex baa!!!

saya mau jumpa kau baa ex tercinta~~~selalu macam ni tau . . asal mau jumpa mesti nda jadi . . sial betul eh . . sudah penat-penat dia ambil cuti sekali nda jadi jumpa . . sory laa dear,, kita nda dapat jumpa . . sory sgt . . mau sangat jumpa kau sbb saya pun rindu kau baa .. ish! kenapa selalu begini ni? sadness :face59:

nanti kita jumpa juga tu yaa?? yang sabar urh,, saya tunggu kau juga baa darl~ muah muah . . nda apa laa . . nanti bday kau 27 mac ni saya kasi kau present laa yaa . . macam biasa laa,, maybe nda dapat jumpa . . aku kasih tu present sama kawan kau jaa la yaa?? nanti kau tau juga itu . . hehehe :face19: